If you’re gonna engage in a romantic relationship during your young adult years, it damn well better be with someone who makes your insides explode with nothing but positive emotion. someone who takes the time to be kind, patient and understanding, more often than not, and who is as warm with their words as they are with their touch. life is too short to be focused on people who do not have your growth and best interest in mind. the right person will love you in a way that makes you feel completely free and accepted within your own skin. they won’t attempt to hinder your development out of fear or insecurity that your new experiences might lead you into the arms of someone else. good lovers will desire to see your personal success just as much as you do, and they will support and respect your decisions. stay away from people who make you feel guilty about desiring the best for yourself. they don’t love you for you, they love you for what you can provide for them. and that is not love.

I cannot say that I won’t become anxious anymore. There will be days when clouds will hover over my mind and for those few days, it will rain heavily. I cannot say that I won’t be sad and broken. There will be days when my body will shiver and fumble and you won’t understand how to heal. I want you to fall in love with all these too. I want you to love my cold nights and darker mornings.